No, really. Did I just realize it today. No, I think it was horseshow season when I had trouble fitting into my show jeans, and had to stuff my upper body in my show slinkies. I think it was when my saddle didn’t fit right and I had trouble squishing myself into it…..
I’ve just been ignoring it. Now show season is less than three months away and I’m in exactly the same shape I was then. 180 lbs. Out of shape. 5 feet 5 inches.
While driving to work today (I picked up a nursing shift) I decided I’m done. I’m done squishing myself into show clothes, I’m done slowly killing myself with coca cola and bad eating habits.
I am done.
But now comes the hard part.
Here we go!